I’m in a complete rut right now.
I’ve disobeyed. I’ve turned against you all apparently. I’ve let you down so much where it has come to the point where it’s my fault that everything bad is happening to us. is this real? where conforming to a belief is where i feel the most trapped. I’ve seen things in this world I wish now i shouldn’t have. Where i wish i could’ve been a bit more sheltered. No regrets though. I guess.